i know I'm crazy now.

So I'm at work, and I take a brief second to go to the bathroom. Sitting on the throne, looking around (by the way, our locker room is where we change out of our clothes into scrubs, it is also our bathroom 3' x 6'). and I'm looking around and I see some shoes, and I think...."wow, someone has the same shoes as me, how cool", then duh, It came to me. Dumb %#$@**, those are my shoes.....that's the kind of day I've had....that's all I got to say.

getting stressed out.

Ok, I'm realizing everything's coming up and I'm not ready...Avery turns 16 in 2 weeks...don't have anything yet....my 20th anniversary the day before her birthday.....again nothing, and probally won't get to do anything. Christmas, haven't bought one single gift, and don't know how that's going to happen. My exam is on 17th, and the more I study the less I know....I need HELP!

almost craSH

Have you ever had an accident or got hurt and everything goes in slow motion. I've had it happen several times, I'm not to graceful. Anyways...driving home, almost there....some stupid blonde stops at the sign. But decides not to look and pulls on out, right in front of me. New Truck has great breaks, a seatbelt that works and a loud horn. (not loud enough for me, I wanted it to say several curse words, but it didn't) Then she pulls forward alittle more and stops. DUMB @#$%^&*(. That's all I can say, my heart is racing. It does prove, that most accidents happen close to home. Now that I'm calm down, I want to hunt her down, she lives the next street over....HUM>>>>>>>